Thanks for the compliments. I read Bryce's book many years ago when I was just beginning to explore my family history. I want to just say: I am not Susan Ford or Cathy O'Brien and my parents were not important people nor did they aspire to be. They were innocent dupes who gradually became less innocent and then they died before I could find out what happened to us. There was no powerful ambition driving them, just a desire to survive and see their children succeed. We were not in any cult that I know of. They didn't abuse and torture me or my brother, nor did they traffick us to celebrities and politicians. I did not grow up in a privileged milieu and generally speaking wealth repels me. So basically l am a dropout from the program, whatever it was. My mother was briefly seduced by promises of fame and fortune- not in Hollywood but London. But I always failed to impress my handlers - I was a lousy ballerina and probably a disappointing junior sex slave. I'll probably never know because they wiped my memory.
This is a beautiful, gracious piece. It reminds me of Susan Ford's words of thanks to her abusive father and her mother, which she wrote in the forward to her autobiography, Thanks for the Memories. Whenever I'm angry at anyone, I remind myself that Susan Ford thanked her parents for allowing her to come into their lives.
So what does my father's story to do with the Rolling Stones?
Well, a lot.
While Dr Cameron put the finishing touches on his magnum opus for the CIA, The Kubark Manual on torture, and my dad was slowly recovering parts of his memory-- over in England the Rolling Stones were starting to play in clubs and gather an audience.
Are these things really related? Well, yes, in certain ways they are.
It has been said the Stones were a creation of the Tavistock Institute. How exactly that happened is left up in the air.
I can say with a certain quiet assurance that my family story explains the Tavistock connection which up to now has been kept in the shadows. You won't find Tavistock mentioned in standard Jagger biographies, for instance.
Did young Mick Jagger frequent the Tavistock Institute in London while he was starting out as the singer in the band? Did Brian Jones, who was the musically gifted son of an aviation engineer, hang around with Air Force psychiatrists and neurologists ?
What about manager Andrew Look Oldham, the 19 year old son of a downed RAF pilot? Now we're getting somewhere... just Google "Tavistock Institute Royal Air Force" and a string of references pour out, too many to list but here is one link:
So isn't it interesting that my father's psychiatrist was a RAF pilot, Dr Peter Roper, who arrived at the Allan Memorial in 1959 and went to work for Dr Cameron
Maudsley, where Roper got his medical degree, was closely allied with Tavistock and in the 1950s became deeply involved in the study of child psychosis, a subject that also preoccupied Cameron colleague Nolan Lewis (who was one of the psychiatrists looking after me at the Allan)
So the point I am making here is: it's easy to see how Roper connected my family to London and the new music that would take hold of a generation of postwar baby boomers and never let go.
Unfortunately most people never figure out what happened to them in their childhood. There is a lot of shame and stigma attached to it and some people easily slip into denial. It takes courage and a support system to deal with it. Good for you!
It's called Thanks for the Memories - about her life as an MKULTRA "Presidential Model" - similar to Cathy O'Brian who wrote Trance-Formation of America" which is also riveting
We need to get these books into Montreal bookstores
Thanks for the compliments. I read Bryce's book many years ago when I was just beginning to explore my family history. I want to just say: I am not Susan Ford or Cathy O'Brien and my parents were not important people nor did they aspire to be. They were innocent dupes who gradually became less innocent and then they died before I could find out what happened to us. There was no powerful ambition driving them, just a desire to survive and see their children succeed. We were not in any cult that I know of. They didn't abuse and torture me or my brother, nor did they traffick us to celebrities and politicians. I did not grow up in a privileged milieu and generally speaking wealth repels me. So basically l am a dropout from the program, whatever it was. My mother was briefly seduced by promises of fame and fortune- not in Hollywood but London. But I always failed to impress my handlers - I was a lousy ballerina and probably a disappointing junior sex slave. I'll probably never know because they wiped my memory.
Someone sent me this: synch!
https://stateofthenation.co/?p=216255
This is a beautiful, gracious piece. It reminds me of Susan Ford's words of thanks to her abusive father and her mother, which she wrote in the forward to her autobiography, Thanks for the Memories. Whenever I'm angry at anyone, I remind myself that Susan Ford thanked her parents for allowing her to come into their lives.
https://dianabarahona.substack.com/p/kissinger-and-satanic-council-used
So what does my father's story to do with the Rolling Stones?
Well, a lot.
While Dr Cameron put the finishing touches on his magnum opus for the CIA, The Kubark Manual on torture, and my dad was slowly recovering parts of his memory-- over in England the Rolling Stones were starting to play in clubs and gather an audience.
Are these things really related? Well, yes, in certain ways they are.
It has been said the Stones were a creation of the Tavistock Institute. How exactly that happened is left up in the air.
I can say with a certain quiet assurance that my family story explains the Tavistock connection which up to now has been kept in the shadows. You won't find Tavistock mentioned in standard Jagger biographies, for instance.
Did young Mick Jagger frequent the Tavistock Institute in London while he was starting out as the singer in the band? Did Brian Jones, who was the musically gifted son of an aviation engineer, hang around with Air Force psychiatrists and neurologists ?
What about manager Andrew Look Oldham, the 19 year old son of a downed RAF pilot? Now we're getting somewhere... just Google "Tavistock Institute Royal Air Force" and a string of references pour out, too many to list but here is one link:
https://muse.jhu.edu/pub/56/edited_volume/chapter/1775936
So isn't it interesting that my father's psychiatrist was a RAF pilot, Dr Peter Roper, who arrived at the Allan Memorial in 1959 and went to work for Dr Cameron
https://www.legacy.com/us/obituaries/legacyremembers/peter-roper-obituary?id=39714800
Maudsley, where Roper got his medical degree, was closely allied with Tavistock and in the 1950s became deeply involved in the study of child psychosis, a subject that also preoccupied Cameron colleague Nolan Lewis (who was one of the psychiatrists looking after me at the Allan)
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK436849/
So the point I am making here is: it's easy to see how Roper connected my family to London and the new music that would take hold of a generation of postwar baby boomers and never let go.
Very powerfully written. Thank you for your courage to live!
Unfortunately most people never figure out what happened to them in their childhood. There is a lot of shame and stigma attached to it and some people easily slip into denial. It takes courage and a support system to deal with it. Good for you!
Who is Bryce and what’s his book about?
Bryce Taylor aka Susan Ford
It's called Thanks for the Memories - about her life as an MKULTRA "Presidential Model" - similar to Cathy O'Brian who wrote Trance-Formation of America" which is also riveting
We need to get these books into Montreal bookstores
I've written my story...I've had handlers for most of my life...my parents sold me into the "THE GIFTED CHILDREN'S PROGRAM" also...